reality bites

so today we were in the flat of my aunt.

half of her belongings went somehow away (i guess that somehow has to do with my cousin), including master card, visa card etc.

then there were several letters... including one from the police telling that the car of my aunt was caught by a speed cam... 3.5 months after her death.

i know it might sound crazy but at first i thought that my family somehow fooled me... that it was untrue that she's dead. scary thing.

then i saw the pic made by the cam. it was my cousin in my aunt's car. and the very same night he also caused an accident.

wtf is wrong with that guy?

and my other aunts are bitching the whole time about the heritage of my aunt. as if it is fun for my mom and me to go back to the flat of my aunt again and again.

everytime my heart breaks a bit more.