bad news are sometimes very slow

yesterday i found the PIN of my aunts mobile and called the numbers in the telephone book to make sure they all know that she died... in january.
of course (life is a bitch -.-) most of them didn't. esp. an older man was very sad by the news.
he got to know my aunt in chile. she was there after the first attack of the cancer, where the docs said that she would survive by 2%. well... she survived that, and made a trip for 3 weeks through chile on the horseback. he and his wife met her in a hostel led by germans. and a week later somewhere on the street.
the first thing this man said was: "but she was such a fighter"

yes she was! that's what gives me strength for the things i face at the moment. knowing what she did with and between the cancer illnesses... there are my horrortrips in this weeks just kids play :)
and i manage everything :)